What a man thinking of

Im happy be with him,
My stress all gone when i stay his side...

but when he bad mood i dont know what i want to do...
He call me give him space, i think he is moody, but
i have no idea to know what he thinking..
I think he stress with his choicing job...
He know i love him so much.
My heart still tum tum because of scared...
I worry when he moody but i still need give him some space...
I wish that i could at his side... when he moody...
so scary... i love him forever part of my life...

幸福

He always take my hand and hold it....
He give me everything i needs..
When i tired, when i stress, when i mad
He always my side..

I love him when he hold my hand when walk around..
I love him how way he is....

***** just feel the love is meant to be to us*********

Everyday we set together, i will always miss him.

幸福（happiness)

He always caring for me...
He always made my tears fell..
He always protect me from danngerous,
He always love me where i needed..

I love him the way he is...
He lovely guy, a son's mum..
He know how to appreciate what he had..
He not choicing guy...
I feel  freedom when i always in his side awhile he hug me.

He made my life full of colours, just like death flower but a life again..

touching

Last night we sms.
He just like want to give up me...
He told me, he have no idea bout love.
He really seem give up on love.

He really paintful, i hurt him...
i hurt too... im suffer, see him like that.
He hopeless on love...
I wish he could feel my love to him...

Last night he was drunk..
He called me, and said he cannot drive car cz he so drunk.
I really shock, i scared something will happen to him.
I know he will heart pain coz he have the illness of heart.
"i love you so much"
he say it to me, it made me so touch and thanksful..
My tears fell.. cried and cried..
how i wish go to find him and hug him kiss him.
Last night what he said to me, all is meant to me.

Why God's test us and made us so suffer...
We only can see future how..
He told me like that... He just like will give up me in one day...

I love him more than that..

i really miss you

I glad him will concentrate on work.
but he confused now..... (still love me, not love me anymore)
I can't do anythings, He wont trust me again..
I really scared he leave me alone here...
He hurt then me...
I really want to cry loud because i hurt.
I really hate those gave me message,
they destroyed my love...

If he even care me, If there still something there,
dont leave me.

I miss him so much. I wish he hug me now,
still holding my hand, wont leave my hand...
I miss when he care me, I really miss him when
he show me, he love me... I miss he always give me suprise...

I dont know what he doing in outside there...
He having a fun with friends now, and i'm only can waiting him come back home.
I really wish he will sent me message and say that he miss me...
No one know how is my feeling now.
I think too much, i scared, i nervous, i hurt, i failed being his gf.
Would he believe me, i never fool him.

He is confused now... he can't think to love me.
all in his mind say that i been fooling his love..
I really not.. no one can help me to tell him that all is not true what see...
He didn;t even believe me anymore.
I didn;t believe me now, i fined with that, but
I wish he open his heart try and still love me.
I really insane right?
Because of Love, i become so weak...
I suppose be strong and professional on work..
but i failed be professional lover...

I just want him... I wish he come back to my heart again.
I dont want let him feel lonely.. I always in his side, always thinking of him..
I not only want be his shoulder but I want he be my part of live forever.

  

He gave me a chance,

i dont know why, i still felt worry and scared.

Now we were speakless, not romantic as last time.

Actually it really hurt me be like this.

i dont mind all this... maybe we need times.

Our conversation became different..
I really hope we become as last time again.

I dont dare want to tell him
that i really miss him so much...
I really scared One day he tell me, he dont love me anymore...

I still hurt....
I really hope this will have happy ending... 
I make a wish, and hope He will say "I LOVE U"

周渝民 Make a wish ( Vicky zhou )f4